I started this page because one day I woke up having everything but feeling very alone. Within 10 years time I changed titles so much I was unsure who I was anymore, a young stay at home mom, victim of abuse, ex wife , single mom, girlfriend, stepmom, wife…. I never really processed it all until the day I had it all, and yet felt alone . I decided at that moment it was time to reflect. It was time to read my story to myself. I could of done this in a diary and not expose these real raw feelings but I wanted to share these things so as to maybe help someone else feel less alone in the chaos their mind creates. So here goes everything….
Design the life you will fall in love with over and over again..
About me
Ugh…. I hate when people ask about me..
I am on a journey to figure out how to answer that question without defining myself by life events.. by instead seeing what others see in me, my heart seems to shine the brightest to the outside world and yet that heart of mine has gotten me in trouble and caused me pain. I have great empathy for others and it has caused me great pain at times as well… but I’m starting to realize perhaps its all part of my purpose….
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Rainbow baby
Being a mom at 19 was terrifying, how was I going to give a baby what they needed when I was just a teenager myself. I would find out years later that all she needed was me to love her, protect her and teach her. Loving her was easy. Being 18 and finding out your …
Sweetness from the past
My sister is deep into our family genealogy and enjoys it greatly. She shares her findings with me and its truly fascinating. She shared with me a recipe for strawberry preserve that our Great, Great Grandma use to make!! This thrilled me to the core….I am the Susie home maker in our family and love …
Somewhere in the middle..
Everyone feels lonely, weather it be situational, losing a partner, prehaps no close family, new town, maybe your thoughts or beliefs are different making you feel different. So, what about when you have a partner, you have family, children and yet you still feel lonely? As I continue to understand my feelings and self-heal, I …
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